I'm still a student. Who would have ever thought, at 24 I'd still be a student. I'm not even a grad students, i'm just an underachieving undergrad.

I was top of my game, now I struggle for average. I always thought that I could do better... work harder, or study longer... but that never seems to help. I wonder if it's just a lack of brain power. Maybe, skill.... OR maybe I'm suppose to be doing something entirely different and yet i have no idea of knowing.

Ever thought, or wonder why life is the way it is? Ever think that there's just a bit more?

If you're wondering leave a message.

hum..

Around and around we go. where it ends I darn not know.
I am hungry? but for what and why? What is there to do then to find the world in a need a need for spirtual rejuvination.

I believe the world around us needs us desperately. What can we do to make a difference. The time is limited and the efforts weak.

His love is deep as the ocean and as wide as the sea.
What more do we have to offer then our service, our faith. Our belief that all is going to happen with a reason and a love.
Believe believe with all you have your heart and your free choice.


What do you all think about relationships and what they are for? Who benefits? Who gains? Are their lossses.

Is it really better to stay alone or to try the new world.

questions

With you.

What is it without you?
what's it like to be without you?
is there something missing?
something gained?

is it all story not worth telling?
is it a life only worth dreaming?

Where'd you be at?
Is that me I'm with?

which am I called for?
which am I suppose to be?

perspective

Time is scarce and limited?
Highly valued and yet wasted.
it's a commodity of prodivity, technology, and decay.
What will you do with your moments of the day?

What will the world remember you for?
How will you leave a mark?
What will they say about you?

Is it really only about who you loved and who loved you?
Is it about other people or about something more?

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of all understanding.

Want to be wise start with the creator God. -- What say you?

on the campus

on the campus

surrender!

It's the first of the month. another time to pay the bills and to clear up debtors. It's also a perfect day to lay down the desires of a sinful heart. The desires of the natural christian. A day for repentence and a change of heart and ways.

Today is the day.

Teach us to number our days aright so that we may gain a heart of wisdom. ps 90:12

today.

well, this is my first try. I'm going to be an author. It feels weird yet, empowering.

I appreciate a willing heart and an open mind. I wonder what that looks like>? look in the mirror and tell me.